As I write this edition, I will have to make it quick because I have to get to an intervention tonight. What compels me to write this is the conversation leading up to tonight’s event. I have been talking to a wife, whose husband has finally reached the point where his pain exceeds his fear. God willing, he just may begin the first step of a journey into a much better life tonight.
Of course these are fake names and circumstances to protect my new family member’s identities. Let’s call them Dawn and Michael for this blog. I usually become close to the people who seek my help. I am a pastoral counselor, and care-seekers often become family in Christ, just as the very first church-folk did 2000 years ago. I have yet to meet a pastoral counselor who didn’t love and empathize with those who sought care from him or her.
I’ve had to pray for God’s peace after many calls like Dawn’s, yesterday. Michael has been “playing tag” with discreet solutions he has chosen to get a toe-hold on recovery. What causes me to pray for peace is the fear and shame that has kept
Michael out of a full and effectual beginning to recovering. In 2015, it is completely ridiculous that people with addictions are looked down upon. I could hardly think of something worse to do to someone suffering in addiction than to add ignorant shaming to the equation. The prayer often goes, “Give me peace, Lord, and forgive those who shame addicts, for they have no idea how deadly their idiocy is.”
Dawn embodies much of what a model wife could be. Her response to Michael has been firm, but loving. Tough love is often needed when the disease of addiction fogs the thought-processor of its victim. Dawn began her research of solutions, and stumbled onto my path. She was sifting through the confusing landscape of treatment options, and seemed very relieved to find a specialist in compulsive behaviors. She was thrilled to discover that the procedure Michael would have to begin was nowhere near as confusing as she had feared.
Michael is the addict. No one can make the choice for him. The fear of shame he perceived that he would experience has been a huge obstacle in his making a commitment to get help. Tonight the sting of his shame will hopefully end in the truth of a healthy step toward recovery. He has been using very heavily, so I highly recommend he go through a medically supervised detoxification process. We’re fortunate to have such a facility not too far from the town where we live. He will have to pick up the phone, and call the detox facility; the next of many steps. Michael has to do this, and many more steps, “under his own steam”.
During detox, Michael will be medically monitored, with vital signs taken frequently. The doctor will likely prescribe medications that will ease some of the discomfort of detoxifying. Michael will quickly begin a series of counseling sessions,
and representatives for life-long recovery programs will visit the center to share their program of care. When Michael is better able to reason, he will be presented with many options for long-term care to begin shortly after detox. As a pastor, I will meet with Michael a few times while he is in detox to offer encouragement and support. Once stable, Michael will be discharged from the center.
As part of my ministry, I lead a Celebrate Recovery (CR) group at a local church. Our church chose the program for life-long recovery care because it is Christ-centered and has a great track record of success. Michael will hopefully become part of the CR group tonight. As a group, we’ll become his recovery family, and may also become his church family, but one does not depend on the other. We will have Michael and Dawn, and their family in our prayers.
We stand ready to support Dawn while Michael is away, should he go from detox to a long-term recovery program. After long-term recovery care, Michael will be able to return to the group, and begin a life in recovery back in the “real world”. The framework and network of his recovery will come into full view at this point. If you take nothing else away from reading this blog, take away that successful recoveries require a framework and a network.
The framework is the 12 step process that Celebrate Recovery utilizes, as well as the 8 principles, which are the Beatitudes from Matthew chapter 5. The 12-steps of CR are very similar to AA and NA, but are infused with the Scripture that gave them power when AA extracted them from the Bible. The network is the group of friends
found in recovery that offer a successful and positive relationship with the 12-step program.
Imagine being faced with two parallel roads, and an on-ramp is between them. Call one the Road to Destruction, and the other the Road to Recovery. We’ll name the on-ramp “Detox”. Prior to the on-ramp, there was just an empty median between the Road to Destruction and the Road to Recovery. This empty median is why so many people relapse. Imagine after the on-ramp of Detox, the median was filled with Steps and People from the framework and network. Once on the Road to Recovery, the program and people of CR stand in the median between recovery and destruction. It is much harder to relapse when an addict is engaged in a program and a group standing ready to help when the road to recovery gets bumpy.
Michael will finally be in a lifetime of recovery if he stays the course and leans on his Framework and Network. I think my next blog should be about the causes of addiction, the mathematics of denial, and the numbers of tragedy that shaming visits upon a suffering part of our society. If you know how much you can hurt and how much you can help, I feel certain you will opt for the latter.